Bipolar disorder is more than just good and bad moods.
In her revealing autobiography, Call Me Anna, Duke shared the horrors and secrets of her life. One of the most shocking of these secrets was the fact that she was suffering from a serious mental illness called (at the time) manic depression.
For almost twenty years, until she was correctly diagnosed at age 35, she went between periods of extreme euphoria and crippling depression. In 1997, Duke, along with medical reporter Gloria Hochman, wrote A Brilliant Madness: Living with Manic-Depressive Illness, a book that told what it was really like to have bipolar disorder.
Patty Duke was the first major celebrity to talk openly about her manic depression/bipolar disorder, and how finally getting a diagnosis and treatment for it saved her life. We all are indebted to Patty Duke for her work in making bipolar disorder and other mental illnessessomething that not only could be talked about, but should be talked about.
Everybody knows someone with bipolar disorder, whether it’s a family member, coworker or friends, but they might not recognize the warning signs of the condition. Bipolar disorder is very treatable and people with it can have successful careers, happy families and fantasticrelationships, but it can worsen if it’s not treated.
Bipolar disorder causes serious shifts in mood, energy, thinking and behavior, from the highs of mania to the lows of depression. More than just a brief good or bad mood, the cycles of bipolar disorder can last for days, weeks, or months.
And unlike everyday mood changes, the mood swings of bipolar disorder are so extreme that they get in the way of your ability to function. The manias make the depressive episodes more devastating and harder to treat.
Here are 12 signs you may suffer from bipolar disorder. Some are signs of mania, and some are signs of bipolar depression.
- You feel way too happy, overly upbeat, or extremely ecstatic for long periods of time.
- You get annoyed easily and are constantly feeling jumpy, twitchy or restless.
- The only thing that can keep up with the super-fast way you’re speaking is your thoughts. They’re going a mile a minute, but you can’t slow yourself down.
- You have no impulse control, which leads to risky behavior. If you want something you buy it, and then you buy it in another color or buy one for a friend, and another for yourself until you find that you’ve purchased four pianos or ten high-end mixers.
- You know you’re a beast at everything. There’s nothing you can’t do and kill at.
- You feel sadness radiate from every part of your body and have no hope that anything will ever be OK. Your sadness seems to go on and on.
- You’ve withdrawn from the world, and that includes your family and friends. You couldn’t have less of an interest in things you once thought were fun.
- Your appetite is all screwed up: you’re either chowing down like you haven’t eaten in weeks, or the thought of eating seems like a foreign concept.
- You’re extremely tired and have no energy at all.
- You’ve become a slow talker and it can take you forever to get one sentence out.
- Your memory is completely shot, and your decision-making skills and ability to focus aren’t great either.
- You’re thinking about committing suicide or have already attempted it. You may or may not be too fascinated with death and dying.
The signs and symptoms of bipolar disorder can be subtle, confusing and upsetting. Many people with this condition are overlooked or misdiagnosed, resulting in a lot of pain and unnecessary suffering. The good news is that with proper treatment and support, you can lead a wonderful life.
In 1982, a psychiatrist diagnosed Patty Duke’s bipolar disorder and prescribed her lithium (still one of the most widely used medications to treat bipolar disorder) to control her mood swings. “It saved my life and it gave me life,” Patty Duke said in an interview with People in 1999.
If you recognize any of those signs/symptoms, please see a mental health professional. You deserve the best life possible, especially one where your moods and emotions are so out of control, you feel like they’re beating you up.