Wonder & wish
Sometimes I wonder, how did I get like this.
Sometimes I wish for a quick fix.
Sometimes I wonder if ill ever get better.
Sometimes I wish I was a bit more clever.
Sometimes I wonder why so much pain?
Sometimes I wish I didn’t get the blame. 
Sometimes I wonder why all I see is grey.
Sometimes I wish for the sun to brighten up my day.
Sometimes I wonder if there is a god at all.
Sometimes I wish there is in hope to fix it all. 
Sometimes I wonder does everyone feel like this?
Sometimes I wish I was still only a kid.
Sometimes I wonder if ill ever succeed?
Sometimes I wish for that lotto ticket win.
Sometimes I wonder if money would bring a grin. 
Sometimes I wish for that dream to come true. 
Sometimes I wonder why all I do is think.
Sometimes I wish to one day stay afloat and not sink.

JmaC