BP Disorder that’s wat the doctor called it.
That’s wat the Pharmasist called it.
That’s not wat I call it.
I call it the voices screaming in my head.
I call it the battle I fight every day.
I call it the reason I cry every night!
How do u think pills could hide it?
Why do u think I have to change?
Why should I have to change?
Why is it wen I don’t change I have to shout?i slam, I sit, & I cry!
Or just do nothing @ all.
Why is it that I feel nothing @ all? Numb!
Why can’t the tears just fall?
Why am I lazy?
Why am I weak?
Losing the battle within!
Why does my heart shatter?
Letting the dreams win!
BP Disorder it’s a monster!
That sleeps within!
BP Disorder don’t let it win!!!!

