Overshadowed I am
No hope and no place to return
What I sense and not is just another battle towards depression
Things only offer me sorrow and I feel blue.
Being blue is not my choice although it has turned to be the only selection
So, it is an unwanted choice and not a thing which I willingly would experience
Trust me on one thing that I would have changed a lot of things If I really could
The choices are very little though nobody understands.
Being wounded is really the only choice and that always comes back
I am sorry since I cannot write happy things when my soul is crying
Just want to get rid of all the suffering, but how?
Feeling so blue because I am cursed
When will you bless me?
Only you can alter the winds of me being unlucky
Who is that you?
Is it the higher power?