Author Archives: JmaC

Far from fine

You ask me what’s wrong, But I can’t tell you That doesn’t mean I’m fine, It means I cannot find the words to tell you how I feel. I said I was ok and you believed me When really I … Continue reading

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Time

An insane person invented time It’s the only way to either Measure out pain Or endure it

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Empty

I wish I could cry  At least I would feel better  I wish I could feel  But I just don’t know what to feel any more  I wish I I could think  But my mind goes blank  My stomach feels … Continue reading

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Faithful mask

Surrounded by unknowns  They can not see my face  Beneath my covers I hide my inner secrets  No one knows who I am I do not wish to reveal it The true self which lies with in Cannot ever face … Continue reading

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Soul that’s true

Life is crazy and unfair We cripe about it Fight for it It’s ours Still we long to love it our way Wasted years to find reasons to make It more meaningful Wasting more Regretting We haven’t proved it yet For things … Continue reading

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Bipolar A-Z

Angered by the smallest things Bipolar disorder is my king Conveying thoughts, hard to do Distractions overwhelm; I’m subdued Energy level at an all time low Frustration beyond reason is my foe Going places; standing idle fast Hanging onto, “normal” … Continue reading

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What is mind what is thought

I am a psychiatric patient for, Bipolar Disorder 1 with mixed state & rapid cycler, along with major anxiety, agoraphobia, & ADHD combined type. I had always suffered from emotional problems. At one point in my life, I was hopeless. It … Continue reading

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Calmness

Calmness of mind is one of the beautiful jewels of wisdom. It is the result of long and patient effort in self-control. Its presence is an indication of ripened experience, and of a more than ordinary knowledge of operations of … Continue reading

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I am trying to help others

I help others so they don’t feel painWhen in reality I feel pain ourselvesI get emotionally investedI care about every personWe create bondsI try to save the world one person at a timeNo I am not a super heroJust someone … Continue reading

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To lighten the load

Make sure your only carrying today’s burdens. Too often we carry far more than necessary,Reduce your load by dropping tomorrow’s worries, and yesterday’s baggage. Present pressures and problems are usually enough. Leave tomorrow’s until later.  “Every morning cries to us: do wat u ought … Continue reading

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