You are the poem I never wrote
You are the test I never took
You are the game I never played
You are the chance I never get
You are the feeling I never felt
You are the joke I never got
You are the lie I never knew
You are the question i never asked
You are the dream I never had
You are the voice I wont stop hearing
You are everything…………………………………………….
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Its wonderful, the ugly things.
Its electrifying, the simple things.
Its blinding, the lovely things.
Dreaming dreams.
Never aging, world still sings.
Dancing, laughing, loving.
Crying, screaming, sobbing.
All alone, Smiling.
Still feeling the world is beautiful.
Lets sing together, ageless type, sinful.
Lets sing together, dance in the magic.
The last of us, fantastic.
Don’t be lonely, don’t feel worthless.
Innocent people, you are boundless.
Take my hand, lets fly away.
Live the better days.
Overshadowed I am
No hope and no place to return
What I sense and not is just another battle towards depression
Things only offer me sorrow and I feel blue.
Being blue is not my choice although it has turned to be the only selection
So, it is an unwanted choice and not a thing which I willingly would experience
Trust me on one thing that I would have changed a lot of things If I really could
The choices are very little though nobody understands.
Being wounded is really the only choice and that always comes back
I am sorry since I cannot write happy things when my soul is crying
Just want to get rid of all the suffering, but how?
Feeling so blue because I am cursed
When will you bless me?
Only you can alter the winds of me being unlucky
Who is that you?
Is it the higher power?
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A crack in the winter sky
lets the rain pour down,
flooding the land beneath.
Clouds congregate as
darkness sets in,
consuming the light
before another storm.
I climb beneath the shelter
of my lonely shell,
fragile,
yet it offers me protection.
And I try to remember
the encouraging words
I heard not long ago:
“Just remember to breathe,
for this too shall pass.”
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Will you understand
Or will you see
Can you handle the girl
I transformed to be
Angry, sad
Sometimes happy
You think its a game
You think I’m acting
Pill after pill
Which one will fail me now?
I’ve got to control my being
Some way, some how
I cry
I scream
I wish I would die
Still you don’t understand
You just ask me “why”
I’m happy
I’m laughing
God it’s been so long
Better enjoy it
Before its gone
Is this real?
All the things I feel..
Or is this fake?
Something to test my fate
I can’t control me
I hope you can see
I do truly love you
Your everything that I need
Here we go
I’m aggressive again
Now your pissed off
And say I’m no lady
I act like a man
I don’t get to choose
When my mood will change
It just takes over
And puts my true self in a cage
Insomnia is here
A night so far
While its so near
Please don’t give up on me
I need you here
This isn’t me
Please hold my hand
Keep me close
But catch me if you can
“I get kinda dark
Let it go to far
I can be obnoxious at times
But try to see my heart
Because I need you now
So don’t let me down
Your the only thing in this world
I would die without”
