Bipolar4LifeSupport

The stress is tipping in and out of my mind.
I’m starting to realize my life is
just a waste of time.
The only thing that’s keeping me stable
is the fact that your not unstable.
Try and tell me what’s next
I’m just trying to relive my stress.
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A shell of myself

I embrace the good
Happiness flows within me,
Pouring out
Ruining me.

I snap.
Others are too much.
From euthanasia to rage,
Then back.

The glee leaks out
Leaving an empty shell.
These are my remains,
Sad and bitter.

Hatred for others
Now turned to me.
Former arrogance is now loathing,
Thanks for Life is now hope for Death.

I screw it up inside.
My body scared with secrets.
I lie there, waiting
And it begins again…

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Grown Apart
When a friendship is no more
You feel so empty inside.
Although the person is alive
It feels as if they have died.
Every memory you have is painful
every picture a dagger to the heart.
There’s nothing sadder in the world
Than two friends who’ve grown apart
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The darkened shadows crush the living spirits,
As if they weren’t living at all,
Must I tremble in the fear and sadness,
That darkness carries on,

Harsh winds blow away the shelter of a spring day,
Leaving the habitants as prey,
It’s not enough to slum away,
As the char coaled day seeps through,

And yet in my sadness comes restraint,
That must be learned to be dealt with,
And so as darkened shadows creep their way in,
I go willingly with peace.

Can I quit?
Just forget?
I’m sick of this
I’m not adding to this earth
And, like all life, I was destined to death from birth
I’m sorry my friends, I just don’t know my worth
But everyday I have to put on a mask
I’m Not Happy, I want to give up this task
On the outside I’m beaming
But on the Inside I’m screaming
Dreaming
of the one Ill never get
Redeeming
myself in your eyes
But to no avail
To what is it to fail
But to just give up
This is the line in the Sand
turn me down
or give me your hand
’cause life without you I just can’t stand
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