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Left Behind

Here lies the girl I could have been
The one who could smile
Have fun
And blend in
She could dance
Regret the same things
She was by no means the dumbest
They said she was smart
But she knew for sure
She chose to remain back
Here lies the girl I am
The one who stressed
Stayed at home
And stuck out with a frown
She couldn’t dance
She stuck to people like her
And she had few regrets
Besides not having anything to regret
And she kept herself busy reading her books
And they said she would go far
But she knew she was still not there yet
The girl here now sees the girl that could have been
She doesn’t know which she prefers
But she does know
That every year
She cries that it could have been her that got left behind.

JmaC

Crossing the Bipolar Bridge:

At times the bridge is very narrow with planks that r unstable sum even missing. I continue my journey holding on tight as the bridge narrows and the planks r unsafe taking each step slowly making choices carefully as I move forward.

There r times wen the bridge will widen providing me with more space to move about with sum wat ease, as I continue on not knowing wat may lie ahead of me.

I will continue on now and tomorrow. My journey I will control it, it will not control me! I will choose where I will go, where and wen I will end my journey!!

The road is full of twists and turns, cross roads, and valleys. I may stumble but I will get up and continue to where lies my destination.

J. MaC

NEVER BE

The world is a big place
For wandering minds
For hopeless souls
It will never be big enough.
JmaC

FOCUS

It’s not everyday that we catch a glimpse of the sun waking up
Or going to bed.

There is beauty all around us
That we don’t often see
We just focus on misery.

JmaC

DARK SIDE HEART

Are you out there?
If I show you my heart will you still love me?
A full projection of myself.
Starting with the dark side.
Will you still stay?
Will you see the light?
I would see yours.
In the darkest night.
But I would not want it to be mine!
Maybe my dark side.
Made me believe I could never deserve another’s light.
Consumed by fear!
Of loving!
And losing!
Or unable to love!!!!
Dark side.
Or completely black!
Heart!.

JmaC