Bipolar4LifeSupport

Can I quit?
Just forget?
I’m sick of this
I’m not adding to this earth
And, like all life, I was destined to death from birth
I’m sorry my friends, I just don’t know my worth
But everyday I have to put on a mask
I’m Not Happy, I want to give up this task
On the outside I’m beaming
But on the Inside I’m screaming
Dreaming Of the one Ill never get
Redeeming
myself in your eyes
But to no avail
To what is it to fail
But to just give up
This is the line in the Sand
turn me down
or give me your hand
’cause life without you I just can’t stand

You are the poem I never wrote

You are the test I never took

You are the game I never played

You are the chance I never get

You are the feeling I never felt

You are the joke I never got

You are the lie I never knew

You are the question i never asked

You are the dream I never had

You are the voice I wont stop hearing

You are everything…………………………………………….

AN ANGEL

When I have no one to turn to

And I am feeling kind of low,

When there is no one to talk to

And nowhere I want to go,

I search deep within myself

It is the love inside my heart

That lets me know my Angels are there

Even though we are miles apart.

A smile then appears upon my face

And the sun begins to shine.

I hear a voice, so soft and sweet

Saying, ‘Everything will be just fine’

It may seem that I am alone

But I am never by myself at all.

Whenever I need my Angels near

All I have to do is call.

An Angel’s love is always true

On that you can depend.

They will always stand behind you

And will always be your friend.

Through darkest hours and brightest days

Our Angels see us through.

You are one of my Angels.

Perhaps I am one for you.

Its wonderful, the ugly things.

Its electrifying, the simple things.

Its blinding, the lovely things.

Dreaming dreams.

Never aging, world still sings.

Dancing, laughing, loving.

Crying, screaming, sobbing.

All alone, Smiling.

Still feeling the world is beautiful.

Lets sing together, ageless type, sinful.

Lets sing together, dance in the magic.

The last of us, fantastic.

Don’t be lonely, don’t feel worthless.

Innocent people, you are boundless.

Take my hand, lets fly away.

Live the better days.

I was once sad and lonely,
Having nobody to comfort me,
So I wore a mask that always smiled;
To hide my feelings behind a lie.

Before long, I had many friends;
With my mask, I was one of them.
But deep inside, I still felt empty,
Like I was missing a part of me.

Nobody could hear my cries at night
For I designed my mask to hide the lies.
Nobody could see the pain I was feeling
For I designed my mask to be laughing.

Behind all the smiles were the tears
And behind all the comfort were the fears.
Everything you think you see,
Wasn’t everything there was to me.

Day by day,
I was slowly dying.
I couldn’t go on,
There was something missing..

Until now I’m still searching
For the thing that’ll stop my crying.
For someone who’ll erase my fears,
For the person who’ll wipe my tears.

But till then I’ll keep on smiling.
Hiding behind this mask I’m wearing.
Hoping one day I can smile,
Till then, I’ll be here.. waiting.