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The stress is tipping in and out of my mind.
I’m starting to realize my life is
just a waste of time.
The only thing that’s keeping me stable
is the fact that your not unstable.
Try and tell me what’s next
I’m just trying to relive my stress.

Be understanding to your enemies
Be loyal to your friends

Be strong enough to face the world each day
Be weak enough to know u can not do everything on your own

Be generous to those who need your help
Be frugal with that u need yourself

Be wise enough to know u do not know everything
Be foolish enough to believe in miracles

Be willing enough to share your joys
Be willing to share the sorrows of others

Be a leader when u see a path someone has missed
Be a follower when u are shrouded by the mists of uncertainty

Be first to a component for when she or he succeeds
Be last to criticize a collegue who fails

Be sure where your next step will fall, so that u will not tumble
Be sure to your final destination, in case u are going the wrong eway

Be loving to those who love u
Be loving to those who do not love u for they may change

Grown Apart
When a friendship is no more
You feel so empty inside.
Although the person is alive
It feels as if they have died.
Every memory you have is painful
every picture a dagger to the heart.
There’s nothing sadder in the world
Than two friends who’ve grown apart

A mask to hide my true feelings
to spare the world of my suffering
of my pain and anguish
of the murder that resides behind my eyes

so you all can live out your wretched lives
pretending that everything is perfect
when really everyone is against you and everywhere you turn
everywhere you go. is a varying acoustic of hell
where everyone is against you. every word you say
every move you make is never good enough

do you still wish to see my real face?
without my mask you’ll see every scar
every broken heart
and the valleys carved by hot tear rivers
not for the faint of heart or the weak of soul

The darkened shadows crush the living spirits,
As if they weren’t living at all,
Must I tremble in the fear and sadness,
That darkness carries on,

Harsh winds blow away the shelter of a spring day,
Leaving the habitants as prey,
It’s not enough to slum away,
As the char coaled day seeps through,

And yet in my sadness comes restraint,
That must be learned to be dealt with,
And so as darkened shadows creep their way in,
I go willingly with peace.

Can I quit?
Just forget?
I’m sick of this
I’m not adding to this earth
And, like all life, I was destined to death from birth
I’m sorry my friends, I just don’t know my worth
But everyday I have to put on a mask
I’m Not Happy, I want to give up this task
On the outside I’m beaming
But on the Inside I’m screaming
Dreaming Of the one Ill never get
Redeeming
myself in your eyes
But to no avail
To what is it to fail
But to just give up
This is the line in the Sand
turn me down
or give me your hand
’cause life without you I just can’t stand

You are the poem I never wrote

You are the test I never took

You are the game I never played

You are the chance I never get

You are the feeling I never felt

You are the joke I never got

You are the lie I never knew

You are the question i never asked

You are the dream I never had

You are the voice I wont stop hearing

You are everything…………………………………………….

AN ANGEL

When I have no one to turn to

And I am feeling kind of low,

When there is no one to talk to

And nowhere I want to go,

I search deep within myself

It is the love inside my heart

That lets me know my Angels are there

Even though we are miles apart.

A smile then appears upon my face

And the sun begins to shine.

I hear a voice, so soft and sweet

Saying, ‘Everything will be just fine’

It may seem that I am alone

But I am never by myself at all.

Whenever I need my Angels near

All I have to do is call.

An Angel’s love is always true

On that you can depend.

They will always stand behind you

And will always be your friend.

Through darkest hours and brightest days

Our Angels see us through.

You are one of my Angels.

Perhaps I am one for you.

Its wonderful, the ugly things.

Its electrifying, the simple things.

Its blinding, the lovely things.

Dreaming dreams.

Never aging, world still sings.

Dancing, laughing, loving.

Crying, screaming, sobbing.

All alone, Smiling.

Still feeling the world is beautiful.

Lets sing together, ageless type, sinful.

Lets sing together, dance in the magic.

The last of us, fantastic.

Don’t be lonely, don’t feel worthless.

Innocent people, you are boundless.

Take my hand, lets fly away.

Live the better days.

I was once sad and lonely,
Having nobody to comfort me,
So I wore a mask that always smiled;
To hide my feelings behind a lie.

Before long, I had many friends;
With my mask, I was one of them.
But deep inside, I still felt empty,
Like I was missing a part of me.

Nobody could hear my cries at night
For I designed my mask to hide the lies.
Nobody could see the pain I was feeling
For I designed my mask to be laughing.

Behind all the smiles were the tears
And behind all the comfort were the fears.
Everything you think you see,
Wasn’t everything there was to me.

Day by day,
I was slowly dying.
I couldn’t go on,
There was something missing..

Until now I’m still searching
For the thing that’ll stop my crying.
For someone who’ll erase my fears,
For the person who’ll wipe my tears.

But till then I’ll keep on smiling.
Hiding behind this mask I’m wearing.
Hoping one day I can smile,
Till then, I’ll be here.. waiting.